Dear God...

      Namiss ko po talaga magblog..but I'm glad na nakapag-internet ako ulet..yes! It's been a very hectic summer to me this time..sorang 'di na ko nakakapunta sa church at nakakaatend sa ibang gawain dahil araw-araw po kaming may pasok..and gabi na kami nkakauwi..ang malupit pa nian..araw2 kaming may homework at quizzes..kaya ayun..pagod ever..But I thank You Lord sa guidance and strength na binigay mo sa ken..sobrang overjoyed po ao when my Prof texted me my score sa exam...kala ko di ako pasado..pasado pala!bwahaha..miracle talaga.kahit na hindi talaga ko matalino..ur always there to back me up..Thank you sa much my dear Daddy..

      Nalungkot po ako lately dahil hindi na ko nakakasama sa mga dance praktis and even sa cellgroup and accountability with Ate Faith..di na ko gaano nakakapagspend ng time with my brothers and sisters sa church..and dat rili made me sad..But alam ko, ikaw po mag-aayos ng sked ko..Lord I'm asking for forgiveness sa mga pagkukulang ko Sa'yo..sa mga gawain mo na hindi ko na nasusuportahan..hai..nakakaasar po ako..kasi sobra kong nalulunod sa studies ko right now..But I would like to thank you for the burden na binigay mo sa ken pra ishare ang word mo sa mga classmates at profs ko dis summer..

      I pray na..hindi matapos tong summer na to na hindi ka nila fully nakikilala..Lord, mahirap kasi madami sila..at matatalino pa kaya they usually look down on me..But I'm willing to give my best shot for you..para mailapit sila sayo..Kaw na po bahala..at kumilos..pakilusin mo po sana ko..

      I pray na makasama po ako ng camp..as well as my cell mems..my pasok po kasi ako during those dates..and hindi ko alam kung paano gagawin..I trust in You..Let your will be done..

      I'm praying as well sa darating pong dance groove..kaw po magcoordinate sameng lahat..pls bring out the best in us..specially sa stunts at sa pag-iinvite ng mga kaluluwa...may we do all of these for you and for the lost souls..

      I pray Lord that you continue to work in my life..Let your will be done..Love yOU!

Hi guys and gurls..

Just wanna share this story with yo..because it inspired me..

GLASS OF MILK

One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry.

He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door.

Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it so slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?"

"You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness."

He said ... "Then I thank you from the bottom of my heart."

As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit..

Many year's later that same young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease.

Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consultation. When he heard the name of the town she came from, a strange light filled his eyes.

Immediately he rose and went down the hall of the hospital to her room.

Dressed in his doctor 's gown he went in to see her. He recognized her at once.

He went back to the consultation room determined to do his best to save her life. From that day he gave special attention to her case.

After a long struggle, the battle was won.

Dr. Kelly requested the business office to pass the final bill to him for approval. He looked at it, then wrote something on the edge and the bill was sent t o her room. She feared to open it, for she was sure it would take the rest of her life to pay for it all. Finally she looked, and something caught her attention on the side of the bill. She read these words .. "Paid in full with one glass of milk"

(Signed) Dr. Howard Kelly.

Tears of joy flooded her eyes as her happy heart prayed: "Thank You God, that Your love has spread broad through human hearts and hands."

There's a saying which goes something like this: Bread cast on the waters comes back to you. The good deed you do today may benefit yo u or someone you love at the least expected time. If you never see the deed again at least you will have made the world a better place - And, after all, isn't that what life is all about?!

Dear God:

   Thank You..for loving me..sa lahat ng sufferings mo para sa aken..totoo, wala pong ibang nilalang ang pwedeng gumawa non para saken..Even though marameng bagay ang nakakapagpabigat po sa loob ko ngaun..I can still fill your big EMBRACE..thank You, Lord..

   I'm really bothered right now, with the situations that my friends are into..it's not easy for them, as well as for me..I pray Lord, help them learn..at decide according to Your will..not theirs, not ours..

   I'm also bothered with my friendship with Buto, he's kinda different now..but I don't know why I keep praying for him..Is that what you wanted me to do so? Do you still want me to stay and keep in touch with this person, well, I do hope so..Auko na po magkaron pa ng isang tao sa buhay ko, na dating sobrang kaclose ko, pero sa isang iglap, naging parang stranger na lang saken...

   Thank you po for the life of my family, they also give me strength..and my friends as well..Salamat po sa lahat ng taong ginagamet mo para mahalin ako..at para may matutunan ako..

   Whatever happens now, I just want to hold on to You..to continue trusting You..being with You is all that matters to me now..Sa gantong klase ng mundo na puno ng kalungkutan..the joy that you've given me is really irreplaceable..

Let us live in such a way, wherein people, whether close to us or not, would say, "I WANT YOUR GOD TO BE MY GOD.."

Dear God:

   Woah. I can't believe na this actually happened. After coming back from Tagaytay, because of my Hotel weekend, nakipagbreak sa'ken si Buto. It was after gencon, di naman kame nag-away, basta we're in good terms tas biglang ganun. I was really surprised. I was praying while he was talking about breaking up with me. I did not shed a tear, kasi wala akong maintindihan that time. Ang weird lang kc iyak siya ng iyak nun pro siya naman nakikipagbreak. I told him to go home, after that I did my devotion. I cried, a little. La kasi ko maintindihan eh. Sabe niya kasi naguguluhan daw siya. Kala ko saken. Tas sabe niya mas gusto niyang mas makapagfocus kame pareho sa Lord. Tama naman diba? Pero ndi pla nagsink in saken yung mga sinabe niya. The next day, inaaway ko siya. Nagself pity pa ko, ewan. pero my mom told us to calm down. I cried a lot that night. Di ko kasi maintindihan siya kaya I kept crying to the Lord. Baket niya hinahayaan na masaktan ako khit wala naman akong ginawa dun sa tao. Dahil sa sobrang kakaiyak, nakatulog na pala ko.

   The next morning, nasurprise ako kc prang ang gaan-gaan ng pakiramdam ko! nagpray ako at nagdevo. Lost world yung title ng devotion ko. Pakiramdam ko, nangyari yun kasi ndi na katulad nung dati ang focus ko sa Lord. Kaya shinake nia ko para paalalahanan ako. Hindi niya ko iiwan kahit kelan. Pero yung ibang tao, kahit walang dahilan pede ako iwan basta. Ayun, God can cover everything talaga. Nagbantay ako ng ukay nung afternoon and I shared with my accountability partner what had happened. She comforted me, but later on, also made me see God's goodness in what had happened.

   The next day, nakipagbalikan si Buto. I don't know why. Pero there's one thing na natutunan ko, iba talaga si Lord mag-alaga. Dka nia iiwan in times na akala mo wala na lahat sayo. May mga binibigay siyang blessings saten pero once na mas pinhalagahan na naten yung mga bagay na yun kesa sa kanya, he will take it away. He took Buto away from me for some time to teach me a lesson. Pro siya din ang nagbalik. Love talaga ko ni Lord. Amazing yung love nia. Walang pedeng pumantay. Glory to You, Lord! Amen.

Dear God:

      Thank you for the debut celebration of Kai. Masaya po ko kasi ginamet mo yung mga relatives niya to surprise her and make this day special. Kahit wala na po kong maraming pera kanina, you still made a way para makapagload ako at matuloy ang cellgroup namen. Thank you po kasi almost complete kami kanina. Lord, alam ko na hindi ako magaling magsalita. But I know as well na nakikita mo yung desire ko to share your message to them. Sa totoo lang, parang nailang po ko kanina. Masaya ko na andun yung friends ni Kai, sina Genevie at Alyssa, pati yung mga pinsan niya. Kaso, at the same time, nagwoworry ako na baka hindi nila maintindihan yung message mo dahil sa hindi ako magaling magdeliver. Lord, I have this desire to know you more, to have a deeper relationship with you each day, and to spend my life for you. Marami man po akong imperfections, I believe na mahal mo po ko. Sana po lahat ng talents na binigay mo saken ay magamet ko to bring glory and praises to your name. Alisin niyo po sana saken yung pagiging selfish, insecure at mapagmataas. Humble me down, Lord. Sana po magkaron na lo ng part time job. Gusto ko po sana makagaan sa family ko financially. Sana po tawagan na ko ng Sparks or ICT. Kung kalooban mo pong matanggap ako sa trabaho, please help me manage my time--sa studies, family, ministries, lalo na sa'yo at sa mga nangangailangan sa'ken. Madalas po kong tamarin. Sana po hindi na. Maging mature and responsible na po sana ko. Sorry po sa mga negative thoughts na naiisip ko. You know all of those. Sorry din po sa mga nasasabe at nagagawa kong di maganda. Panginoon, please help me to improve for you. Sana po makasama ang buong cellgroup namen sa camp. Ibless mo po sana ang naisip nameng fundraising. Gamitin mo po sana ang camp para mas makilala ka pa namen. Lord, I lift up to you yung relationship namen ni Buto. Let your will be done. I love him so much but I don't want to be obssess about him. Gusto ko ikaw pa rin po ang unahin ko. May you be the center always sa'meng dalawa. Sana po makapag-aral na siya ulet. Please help us to be faithful, loyal and loving to you and to each other. Siguro nga po parehong dumaranas ng struggles both families namen, may you be our strength and refuge. Sorry po for making my mom feel bad. Di ko po alam kung pano. Kalooban mo mga po kayang mabenta yung bahay namen? Sana po magpadala na si ate. You are our great provider and healer, Lord. Sana po maging free na kame sa utang. Lord, I pray na yung mga harvest na binibigay mo saken ay di ko mapabayaan. Maging enough po sana yung baon ko for my needs. May you bless me and my family. Sana po maging blessing din ako sa iba. Di ko po alam kung pano ko madadala sayo mga relatives at schoolmates ko. Pero sana kaw po ang magsalita sa kanila. I also pray for Kuia Nap and Andrei. Wag mo po sila pabayaan na maagaw ni Satan. I know you love them and you have a beautiful plan for them. I also pray for Toby, AM, Diane and Sheila. Sana magamet mo po kame ni Kuku para mapalapet sila sayo. Lord, thank you kasi mahal na mahal mo ko. Sana makasama na kita forever! I hope to find my joy in you always. Sana maglorify kita sa lifestyle ko. Amen!

Dear Lord:

   Thank You sa lahat po ng natutunan ko ngayong araw na 'to. Salamat po sa cellgroup namen kanina-ginamet mo po 'yun to make me realize certain things. Thank you po sa nagdaang 4th PGIF Anniversary-sa provisions mo..sa mga talents na binigay mo sa'men. I was really happy dahil nakarating po ang iba sa mga cell members namen ni Kuku. They are all blessings to me. Marami din pong salamat kasi nagkaayos na kame ni Buto. Sobrang masaya po ko kc answered prayer kame, at tinuturuan mo po kame umiwas sa temptations. I also thank you, Lord, for the lives of my family. Isa sila sa mga dahilan why I still wanna hold on.

   Lord, humihingi po ako sa'yo ng tawad sa lahat-lahat. Especially sa mga negative thoughts na pumapasok sa isip ko, sa mga pagkakataon po na hindi ako nagiging light and salt sa iba. Hindi mo po ito kalooban. Please stop me from doing these things.--lies, pretentions, insecurities. Ikaw po ang magheal sa'ken. Please purify and cleanse me, Lord, through the holy blood of Jesus Christ. Patawarin niyo po sana ko if I've rebelled against you.

   I pray, Lord, for my cellgroup--Kai, Arcy, Toby, Elsie, Nelsie, AM AND Nancy--please guide us po ni Kuku to lead them in the way that you wanted us to. Lord, without you, balewala lahat ng ginagawa namen kaya I pray for wisdom, Lord, enough to lead these young ladies to have the greatest faith in you. Bday po kanina ni Kai and Arcy. Hindi po kame nakapagprepare. I hope next time please help us Lord na maparamdam sa kanila na importante sila sa'men. I also pray po for a part time job para masuportahan ang mga pangangailangan ng family ko. I pray na ikaw ang palahi kong mapapurihan. Thank you for your love and undesrved grace. Your kingdom come, your will be done, in Jesus name I pray, Amen!

Dear Lord..

   Thank You for all Your reminders to me..for making me realize what I have to realize..Now, I have to make it up to You..I've been a bad girl before..but I hope that now, no more. Naalala ko po yung isang story na nabasa ko sa book of John..yung woman na dinala ng mga tao sa harap Mo para sabihing nagkasala yung babaeng yun at dapat siyang batuhin hanggang sa mamatay siya. The way You've shown love and compassion to that woman..Cnabe mo sa mga tao na kung sino man sa kanila ang hindi nagkakasala ay simulan ng batuhin yung babae. The woman thanked You for what You've done for her. Then You told her.."Go and sin NO MORE.." Ganun din yung nararamdamn ko po ngaun..Maraming salamat po..Through my sins, my imperfections..mas lalo mong pinapadama sken kung gno mo ko kmahal..Lord, forgive me..for everything that I've done..to You..to myself..to my family..to my loved ones..to my enemies..to other people..Please forgive me, Lord..I pray that You purify and cleanse my heart, my mind and my soul..Panginoon, nothing in this world is worth more than my soul..and please help me take care of this soul mine..May You ever use me to glorify Your name..to share Your love and compassion to others..Sorry kc plge po kong my nasisisi for my wrong moves and decisions..I pray Lord..na You stay, and never leave, in my heart..Help me Lord to manage my time..sa pagaaral ng salita Mo, sa pagaaral ko po, sa ministries ko..sa family, sa sarile, at sa mga taong nangangailangan sken..Thank You for not leaving and forsaking me..even though I deserve it..Love You, Lord..Help me to carry out Your will..Your plans..Your purpose for me..

• My Cellgroup (Kuku as Co-leader): Kai, Arcy, Toby, Elsie, Nancy, Galie
  
• Mama-good health, strength, peace, joy
• Philippines-economic situation, govt. officials
• 3,000 for Tagaytay
• My health
• Studies